I SILENTLY WEEP

On the steps i sit
staring at the peacefulness
of the darkened skies

The cold windy breeze
along with the drizzle
soothes my weariness

I've downed my last ale
along with my cigarette
hoping fear would fade

I cried as i think
of loneliness, signalled by
the wind of silence

As the trickling leaves
slowly floats down with my heart
i can only sigh


Do not go, not yet
is the only words i could
mutter inside me


Will you ever know?
how i really treasure you?
how i wish you know

Will you ever feel?
that my life will close on me?
if ever you'll go?

As i close my eyes
i grip my Kristo pendant
asking for a chance

A chance to be with you
before the light dims, before
the sound of life fades

A chance to show love
before the soul starts to glide.
I'll weep silently.